9-11 and Weddings,

Okay as many of you know the wife and I will have gone to 12 weddings (not including ours) in 12 months. Well it comes to an end october 9th for a while. We have one wedding where i have mixed emotions. Thats right we have one on 9-11. I am very excited to see my friends JB and K-doggie dog get married. Its great. I am not sure if they realize that for some of us it is a very emotional day. Why I am speaking about this because I myself am not sure about a lot of things today, it was a loud dat at my work. Anyhow The day to me is a sacred day, its a National day or at least a day for parts of the company to remember that horror of that day. I was unemployed at the time and just the sheer mention of 9-11 makes me nervous. It brings me back to the day when I was helpless, when I sat with my little daisy and watched as the second plane hit the building, then watched them fall. It was then later in the weeks to come that wifey and I would find out that we had lost friends on that horrible day, or friends of friends had been killed.

Maybe I am being a bit sensitive these days. I have thought on the positive side that this wedding might help me get over my fears of that day. That day when I seemed to be losing control of everything around me. Here is hoping that the day the wedding will be filled with greatness.